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Pop Fantasy​/​Rock Empire

by The Evildoers

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1.
I'm struggling Will you help me through? If you're struggling I'll help you, too Living is hard to do Is living hard for you, too? Everybody needs somebody to hold his hand sometimes Everybody needs somebody to hold her hand sometimes I worry, "Can I make it through?" I'll make it, if you tell the truth It's not that I'm weak I just need a friendly hand Tell me what you think It can only help me in the end Everybody needs somebody to hold his hand sometimes Everybody needs somebody to hold her hand sometimes Hold his hand Hold her hand Hold its hand sometimes
2.
Telosphobia 03:14
How many times I've wanted you to know the truth My words would fail entirely, so crude and so obtuse No valid explanation, nothing that I say Could pull the knife blade out and wipe clean yesterday Chorus: I will not be last or be passed by Or be overtaken in the sky I'll never stop hurting or stop hurting you Even after we have gone and died Pull back the many layers, what might you unearth? The death of innocence is a moribund birth The demons in my closet have grown more ever since I started writing verses for my song of experience Chorus La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la x 4 Chorus x 2
3.
I've been saving up for this My sex drive is bottomless You say you don't mind this shit But I wear the burden of it Chorus: This lust is gonna kill me What can I do? This lust is gonna kill me And kill you, too Self-maintenance does nothing It just leaves things lingering I want to be free But this lust is killing me x 3 Chorus Ooh x 3 Doo doo doo doo x 6 John Christensen says fun rules x 2 Fun rules x 2 I'm feeling better about it I'm gonna lubricate the social environment Just change the way I think about it And spread my sexual enlightenment This lust isn't gonna kill me Nor you, too This lust isn't gonna kill me It means I love you Ooh x 3
4.
They shine so brightly in the sky Yet reason seems to pass them by Faces on every screen - on every magazine Before they rise too far - I'll hunt them down And black out the stars Chorus: You know what time it is, What time it is, what time it is now You know I'll find you, Yes, I'll find you, yes I'm right behind you No matter what you say now, I'm gonna make you pay now, I'll hold you down, I'll hold you down, I'll hold you down now Mascara running down her face Debauch and beauty in one place Rape and pornography - love and pure artistry A mole atop a scar - I'll carve it out And black out the stars Chorus Young man - he's angry and concerned The fire inside smolders then burns He stands atop the world - until below he's hurled Held by this strength we are - I'll break his back And black out the stars Chorus
5.
Beautiful 03:31
I can help you eat And I can help you drink But I can't tell you what to think I can help you walk And I can help you talk But I can't tell you what you want Chorus: But you're beautiful Yes, you're beautiful Oh, you're beautiful Inside I can help you count And I can read aloud But I can't tell if you hear a sound I can take you here And I can take you there But I can't tell if you even care Chorus Everything seems to take so long And you don't know what you're going to use Sometimes I don't wanna try But then there's you doing what you do Clapping your hands Shaking your head Kicking your shoes off as you do your dance Grabbing my ears and not letting go And da da da the only song you know Da da da x 4 I can help you eat And I can help you drink But I can't tell you what to think I can take you here And I can take you there But I can't tell if you even care Chorus
6.
The Body 05:22
You said that you'd be my one and my only, but here I am sittin' in the dark so lonely What does it matter, 'cause that was six months ago I waited around for signs of resuscitation, but never received my invitation If you never speak is that a yes, maybe or no? My heart is on the run Did you think I'd go away? I'm waiting for you to say Chorus: Touch me x 4 You entered my dreams without my permission, my waking life was filled with perdition I had to find you, no matter the risk involved When I finally found you, you were lost and forsaken I offered my help, but none was taken and now that I think back this mystery's finally solved This waiting's not much fun Did you think I'd go away? I'm waiting for you to say Chorus Chorus x 3
7.
Plug Me In 02:28
Go ahead and plug me in I can't take this distance thing Look alive, I'll turn you off Nothing happens in silence And I'm not so uncomfortable, But you're not so comfortable Plug me in x 2 Plug me in to your system. The date was set, but now it’s passed And we've made a fucking mess Clean it off and live the dream: the park bench by the water And I'm not so uncomfortable, But you're not so comfortable Plug me in x 2 Plug me in to your system x 4 What do you think on the wire? It's bleeding through Don't wash it off I'm feeling better about the share There is no share to buy and sell The rest have quit; it's one-on-one And nothing could be better And I'm not so uncomfortable, But you're not so comfortable Plug me in x 2 Plug me in to your system x 4 What do you think on the wire? It's bleeding through Don't wash it off x 5
8.
A blanket of security Lost instead of given up Makes you insecure About the ones you love Chorus: ‘Cause a friend is what you need, So a friend is what I’ll be A friend is what you need, So a friend is what I’ll be I know it’s hard Don’t let me bring you down Don’t be afraid to ask Me to help you out Chorus x 2
9.
Indiscretion 03:27
He's out the door He's always begging me for more He's underneath my skin I'll never let him in – A calming space The most dark and sacred place Come to play inside With the one you try to hide Chorus: I appreciate your discretion In these matters of the heart Another rendezvous, another confession To be continued when we part Up against the wall again Eyes flashing while the color spins You can hear it without listening Oh, where have you been? To be the one to plant the seeds The sunshine from below To be the secret servant To make the flowers grow Chorus To be loved by everyone To love yourself too much To be loved by everyone To never love myself Chorus To be continued when we part x 2
10.
She's Undone 03:49
She's undone Standing in the street She touches her face Trying to get clean Pre-Chorus: Clean off the feeling One that you left You cut the deepest Deepest one, yet Chorus: And she's feeling incomplete Feeling incomplete She's alone Drowning in deceit She touches her face Trying to get clean Pre-Chorus Chorus Please don't go x 4
11.
Dreamgirl 03:23
I realized late one morning What's got me blue There's someone who I'm missing And I'm missing you You were my one and only But I held too tight I was so scared to lose you And then I lost you in the night Pre-Chorus: I can't believe I let you slip away 'Cause you run through My dreams - both night and day Chorus: You are the girl of my dreams And all I've ever wanted in my life The bee's knees, the cat's meow And I'm gonna get you back somehow Dreamgirl, dreamgirl Wake me from this sleep Place your hand on my heart So we can start to turn this fantasy Into reality I know I pushed you from me My darling sweet I've heard how insecurely My heart can beat I was so young and stupid So much I lacked And now that I've grown older I need to feel your hand As you touch my back Pre-Chorus Chorus Swim in the oceans Climb the mountains Scale the walls To find the fountain of youth I will do anything it takes And I do not care which laws I break Heart to heart, I'll make my stand, I will not stop till I Have your hand in my hand I realized late one morning What's got me blue There's someone who I'm missing And I'm missing you Pre-Chorus Chorus
12.
No Big Deal 05:15
In the summer, I met her Is she the symptom or the cure? And I'm hoping Yeah, I’m hoping she feels it, too Feels it, too But am I ready? Am I ready for her to? For her to? There is someone who is gone And I think she's the one But I'm wondering Yeah, I’m wondering if it's true If it’s true I could be wrong I could be wrong about her, too About her, too I'd really hate to lose her, but if she goes, Will the other her let me know? And just tell me And just tell me how she feels How she feels And if I'm wrong And if it’s bad it's no big deal No big deal No big deal x 6

credits

released November 12, 2008

The Evildoers: Angus Barrs, Charlie 3000, Xander Rapstine, Joey V, Amber Weeks

Produced by The Evildoers and Chico Jones
Executive Produced by Charlie 3000 for Older Thieves Records

Recorded, engineered, and mixed by Chico Jones at Ohm Recording Facility, Austin, Texas
Mastered by Jerry Tubb at Terra Nova Digital Audio, Inc., Austin, Texas

Layout and graphics by Jason Powers
Front cover photo by Evan Mora @ www.emoraphoto.com
Back cover and booklet back photos and armor/costumes by Matt Poitras @ www.mpfilmcraft.com

Thanks to Chico Jones, Jason Powers, Evan Mora, Matt Poitras, Jennie Rapstine, Ann Nguyen, Jerod Romine, Matt Robertson, Renee Riddle, Somer Wilkerson, Robert Segovia, Mike Boudreax, Polly Smith, Andy Langer, La Snacks, Paperwork, Follow That Bird!, The Ideals, HMS Foolhardy, Blunt Force Trauma, Red Eyed Fly, Carousel Lounge, Clementine Coffee Bar, Mohawk, Hole in the Wall, the Rapstine family, Brandon Whitley, SK Satterwhite, Reason, the Campbell family, the Pearce Pirates, Doug Gordon, Haley the monkey, Donna Geuder, Chadwick Smith, Throat Coat, Celexa, Steven Weeks, Grandma Cookie and Papa, Jed Weeks, Barbara Calhoun, Pissy Crissy, the Dynamic Duo, Coby Smith, the Side Bar crew, Laura Bucaro, Tara Barrs, Trevor Joseph Barrs, Mom Barrs, Grandma Ley, Ben Rapstine, Baby Barrs, Nikki Barrs, Lyla Barrs, and Kyle Barrs

All songs © 2008 The Evildoers, all rights reserved
Tracks 1, 3, 5, 7, 8, 10 and 12 published by Zaber Paber Pow Industrial Sound (ASCAP)
Tracks 2, 4, 6, 9 and 11 published by Basement Avatars Music (ASCAP)

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